Like I said, this is a diary. Do not judge my writing style. It’s either I have so much evidence that it makes sense or I do something so extreme or out of the norm that it just has to work out.
Gotta find so much evidence, that it counters the previous statement. Look, I have so much to do do and I am not even sure I can pull this off. My last update was about a month ago and I was meant to be posting everyday, multiple times a day. Its like I start something, get bored and move on, then it just sits there, after the motivation fades and then the habit doesn’t get built. And even if the habit it built, it takes one day of missing for it all to fall apart. I have made it to 50 days before, missed one day and it all fell apart. Maybe my own threshold for habits is 90 days and not 21 days. Nah, I think its something else, I have to find out what it is. That is my mission for today.
I need to know so that I can pull this off!!! This will make sense later.